Being

I was once asked while presenting at a show and tell event if I had frequent encounters with people who challenged my beliefs… While out with a friend and the topic of Christianity came up, I was told “I’d figure it out” in response to me trying to explain my perception of Jesus embodying and preaching Christ Consciousness as an extension of God, while still being mindful of their personal beliefs… While at an event, a beautiful woman sat and watched me for hours, only to com

⋆⋆ In this post, I share parts of my story that include trauma, abuse, and mental health struggles. If these themes feel tender for you right now, I invite you to read with support or return when it feels right. ⋆⋆ Five Years Ago I Started Over. I was at the peak of my first major awakening when the life I had built - the one I thought I was supposed to want - collapsed under the weight of my truth. I was raised in an evangelical household, and it was everything you’d expect

I’m writing this because I spent a long time not being myself. Not because I didn’t want to be - but because I learned, very early on, that being myself wasn’t always safe, convenient, or rewarded. I learned how to read rooms, how to adapt, how to carry myself in a way that made others comfortable, and how to hold my breath and just keep going. I come from a lineage of strength and resilience - where survival, dignity, and courage were not abstract ideas in my family, but liv

My journey coming back to me.